For these three days, I felt much more in-control of my emotions. Nothing ever really got out of hand and I never really felt like I was falling apart. Work was busy for all three days, which isn't unexpected given Chai's absence. For some reason I felt more satisfied with my work for these days as well, even though I couldn't get through everything I was given. Every day I just came home and enjoyed spending time on my computer, without a whole lot of worry for it being wasted time. I didn't wind up talking much with Fef. She was pretty busy with preparing for Greek Sing, and I didn't feel the consuming need to not feel like I was being forgotten.